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Sunday, February 24, 2008

Hardware Ranch Trip

Bryce told me last saturday that he had something planned for this weekend and that it was a suprise. I tried guessing all week but never figured it out.

Anyway, Saturday morning he came over and we made a big breakfast-
Complete with:
pancakes, eggs, juice, and bryce's additions: ketsup and peanut butter...of course! oh yeah, and cookies too. lol.
(oh and see those dishes? cute, i KNOW! aren't they!? They're mine and they were worth every penny because they make me happy every time i use them...)
So it was a super yummy breakfast

Afterwards we jumped in the car and he drove, obviously, because I still didn't know where we were going.
He's so cute.... he doesn't like this picture...but i do...he looks happy! :)




We drove south of Logan, into Hyrum and turned east and it brought us into a canyon I've never been in before-it so BEAUTIFUL!!! I took about 80 pics within the 25 minute drive. The first ten mins, there was a lot of fog....I loved it! :)
Like I said, it was beautiful!
A creek ran along the right side of the road-sometimes it was close, like this... everything looked to cool with the snow!

About half way into the drive we saw another car stopped on the road, so Bryce slowed down to see what they were looking at, and we saw these two fellas chillin' on the side of the road. Two Moose!



The canyon eventually opened up a little



The drive itself was awesome enough as a suprise but we eventually ended up at this place: Hardware Ranch. Its a ranch owned by the state of Utah to help increase the Elk population. They feed any elk that come through and they're free to come and go whenever so after several years they've learned that Its a safe place to come and eat and ...not get shot. So they come especially during hunting season.

Anyway, what we got to do though, was take a seigh ride through the area and get really close to the Elk. It was really cool. and super cheap too! five bucks a person!

The horses pulling the sleigh we went on were Cliedstales (i don't know how to spell it!) They were pretty horses. :)

Before we actually went of the sleigh ride we had to go up to the office thing and get the tickets. I had a little Too Much fun while we were there..... :o
Ooooh!

That's the height of the top of an Elk's shoulder.
So while i was makin' out with the Elk, Bryce was getting mauled by a BOBCAT!! Don't worry, he made it out alive.

Monday, February 18, 2008

"Our God Truly Is God"

Our God Truly Is God
By Elder Douglas L. Callister Of the Seventy



“Our God Truly Is God,” Ensign, Jan 2008, 64–68
From a devotional address given at Brigham Young University–Idaho on November 8, 2005. For the full text, please visit www.byui.edu/devotionalsandspeeches.Our entire perspective of our worth and our destiny is altered for good when we come to understand that we are God’s children and that we can become like Him.


In Moscow, Russia, a young sister spoke to me of her friendship with a troubled boy from a communist home. He frequently inquired of her, “Where is God?”
Men and women of all generations have asked where God is. The Prophet Joseph did so from Liberty Jail, asking, “O God, where art thou? And where is the pavilion that covereth thy hiding place?” (D&C 121:1).
The Lord often counseled the suffering Saints, “Be still and know that I am God” (D&C 101:16; see also Psalm 46:10). Even the Savior, in the concluding hours of His atoning sacrifice, cried out, “My God, my God, why hast thou forsaken me?” (Matthew 27:46).
People of all ages have delighted in pitting the strength or wisdom of their gods against that of their neighbors’ gods. One of the most interesting contests took place over 2,500 years ago on Mount Carmel between the Lord of Israel, represented by His prophet Elijah, and the Phoenician god Baal, represented by his 450 prophets. How piercing was Elijah’s challenge, “How long halt ye between two opinions? if the Lord be God, follow him: but if Baal, then follow him” (1 Kings 18:21).
The heavens silently ignored the appeal to Baal’s idols. Elijah mocked, “Cry aloud: for he is a god; either he is talking, or he is pursuing, or he is in a journey, or peradventure he sleepeth, and must be awakened” (1 Kings 18:27). Man-made gods never fared well in the presence of real Deity.
When it was Elijah’s turn, he prayed openly, “Lord God of Abraham, Isaac, and of Israel, let it be known this day that thou art God in Israel, and that I am thy servant” (1 Kings 18:36).
Then the fire of the Lord fell and consumed the burnt sacrifice and licked up the water that was in the trench. The people fell on their faces and proclaimed, “The Lord, he is the God; the Lord, he is the God.” (See 1 Kings 18:38–39.)
In their preoccupation with worshipping a powerful and respected god, ancient civilizations often fashioned multiple deities as the objects of their reverence. It didn’t occur to them to have no God. That sin was left to our more sophisticated society.
Recognizing the Lord’s Hand
Naturalism’s explanations of the origins of life and the miracle of our bodies often appear convoluted when placed side by side with the simple truths of the revealed word and divine scripture.
With its 107 million cells, connected to the brain by over 1 million neurons, the eye is more perfect than any camera ever invented. It caused Charles Darwin to humbly admit, “That the eye with all its inimitable contrivances … could have been formed by natural selection, seems, I freely confess, absurd in the highest sense.”1
The Psalmist wrote, “The fool hath said in his heart, There is no God” (Psalm 53:1). Such a foolish disbeliever ought to look at his hands. Seventy muscles contribute to hand movements. Much of the rest of the body is devoted to optimizing the complex function of the hand. There are no muscles in the fingers. The sole purpose of the forearm, its muscles and bones, is to move and position the hand.
To observe a miracle, look at a baby’s creased hand. Its initial movements are uncontrolled. Shortly after the child’s birth, the hand will be able to grasp, curl, push, lift, sense hot and cold, respond to pain by withdrawing, heal itself, and display great strength and extraordinary sensitivity. These hands will be used thousands of times each day without forethought.
Your miraculous thumb is controlled by nine individual muscles and three major hand nerves. Sir Isaac Newton is reported to have said: “In the absence of any other proof, the thumb alone would convince me of God’s existence.”2
Paul Brand, renowned orthopedic hand surgeon, wrote: “We use our hands for the most wonderful activities: art, music, writing, healing, touching. Some people go to concerts and athletic events to watch the performance; I go to watch hands. For me, a piano performance is a ballet of fingers—a glorious flourish of ligaments and joints, tendons, nerves, and muscles.”3
The infant Son of Man once possessed tiny hands. His hands, too, grew to accomplish their intended purposes. He used them to touch and heal the blind and infirm. His hands threw the money changers out of the temple. His hands reached upward in prayer, outward in blessing, and downward from the cross.
The fool proclaims in his heart that there is no God, but our eyes, hands, hearts, and souls unhesitatingly testify to the contrary.
One of my brothers is a physician. During medical school he was assigned to study anatomy in companionship with an agnostic. Their education eventually required that the two of them carefully examine and dissect a cadaver. They studied the incredibly complex yet harmonious systems of the body. They noted the body’s power to correct its own deficiencies and to send healing antibodies to the place of injury or infection. They learned of over 150 trillion cells within the body. If set end-to-end, these cells would encircle the earth more than 200 times. Today medical students learn of more than 1 billion miles (1.6 billion km) of DNA in one human body. My brother and his fellow student learned of a brain that continually receives signals from 130 million light receptors in the eyes, 24,000 hearing receptors in the ears, 10,000 taste buds, and hundreds of thousands of receptors in the skin, with specialized commissions to recognize touch, vibration, cold, heat, and pain. My brother and his friend became silent as they contemplated the miracle they were examining. Sensing the moment was right, my brother challenged: “Coincidence is a marvelous thing, isn’t it?” His agnostic classmate responded, “You win.”
This earth departs from its orbit of the sun by only one-ninth of an inch (2.82 mm) every 18 miles (29 km). If, instead, it changed by one-tenth of an inch (2.54 mm) every 18 miles, we would all freeze to death. If it changed by one-eighth of an inch (3.18 mm), we would all be incinerated.4 Did this all happen by accident?
Alma spoke to us, as well as to Korihor, testifying, “Yea, and all things denote there is a God; yea, even the earth, and all things that are upon the face of it, yea, and its motion, yea, and also all the planets which move in their regular form do witness that there is a Supreme Creator” (Alma 30:44).
The doubter requires too much of us when he asks us to believe that the miracles of eyes and hands and DNA and order in the universe all happened by chance. The passage of time, even long intervals of time, is not a “cause” and provides no answers without an intelligent designer.
The evidence of Heavenly Father’s existence is everywhere: in every newborn babe and in every system, part, and parcel of the unending and orderly universe, including our own bodies. He is evidenced in every sunset, work of art, and passage of music, all of which He has provided to gladden the heart and bring beauty to our lives. Richard Swinburne said: “God paints with a big brush from a large paintbox and he has no need to be stingy with the paint he uses to paint a beautiful universe.”5
It is not possible to contemplate the immeasurable vacuum and purposelessness that would exist in our lives if He were not there. We would regret the passing of every day and the passing of every loved one, knowing that neither time nor relationships could be extended. We would approach the autumn and then the winter years of life with crescendoing fear. Every day of our lives we should thank Him that He is there and that this life is not all there is.
Valuing the Agency of Man
Some ask where God is because there is pain on this earth, and He does not usually hasten to intervene. One flippantly approached this issue by suggesting that God ought to have made good health contagious rather than disease.6 However, such thinking misses the whole point of our mortal existence, which is probationary rather than paradisaical in nature.
If babies could talk and could remember their pre-earthly estate, their first utterances might express: “You came here to be tested. You agreed to that. The tests will be hard, in part because they are seldom the tests you anticipated. This is a closed-book test in that you will not remember your premortal estate. God will not intervene and remove the tests until the close of the examination or probationary period.” That Heavenly Father does not hasten to intervene does not mean He is not there or does not love us. He has infinite respect for our agency and the purposes of earth life.
Agency is not just the right to select among good alternatives. When God granted agency, He necessarily contemplated the possibility of wrong choices. Because He knows best and esteems so highly our precious agency, He does not answer every prayer just as it is uttered. Nor does He always punish transgressors before there has been an opportunity or a space for repentance. This Divine hesitancy is to our advantage.
Understanding Our Divine Potential
The same God who brings such order to the universe and inspires the prophets designed the time, place, and circumstances of your birth. Said the Lord to the Prophet Joseph, “Thy days are known, and thy years shall not be numbered less” (D&C 122:9). God’s love for you and awareness of your circumstances are of equal measure. Our relationship with Him is not that of Creator and created thing. It is of personal Father and child.
I had the privilege of being present when President Gordon B. Hinckley was interviewed by editors of the Los Angeles Times. An editor inquired about the rapid growth of the Church. President Hinckley chose to respond by emphasizing the miraculous transformation in the life of each individual who joins the Church. He spoke of a girl in Australia who was employed serving ice cream. She seemed inattentive to the message of the missionaries until one of them said, “Do you know that you are a child of God?” She replied, “Nobody has ever said that to me before. I had no idea that I might be a child of God.” Thereafter she went to her room, got down on her knees, and inquired: “Are you there? Am I your child? Please let me know.” Then she said, “There came into me a surge of feeling that brought me the conviction that was the case.” She joined the Church.
Two weeks later she was asked to give a talk in a Church meeting. Her first impulse was to run from it. Then she thought, “If I am a child of God, I can do anything.” With this enlarged vision of who she was, she became a stalwart member of the Church.
Our entire perspective of ourselves, our worth, and what we can make of our lives is altered for good when we come to understand that we are God’s children and that we can become like Him.
Exercising Faith in the Living God
The book of Daniel includes the remarkable story of the three princes of Judah: Shadrach, Meshach, and Abed-nego. They were cast into the midst of a burning, fiery furnace, heated seven times more than it was necessary to be heated, because they would worship only the true and living God. When the king, Nebuchadnezzar, saw that they were not consumed in the fire, he said to his counselors:
“Blessed be the God of Shadrach, Meshach, and Abed-nego, who hath sent his angel, and delivered his servants that trusted in him, and have changed the king’s word, and yielded their bodies, that they might not serve nor worship any god, except their own God. … There is no other God that can deliver after this sort” (Daniel 3:28–29).
Thereby all learned that our God is God.
This is the true answer to the query of the lad in Moscow who asked, “Where is God?”
I know that our God is God and that He lives. I know He is our personal Father with an appointed mission for each of us to perform. I pray that we will never lose our faith, testimonies, or virtue, that we may be worthy to receive the blessings of immortality and eternal life.

Notes

1. As quoted in Bert Thompson and Wayne Jackson, The Case for the Existence of God (1996), 33.

2. As quoted in Paul Brand and Phillip Yancey, “The Scars of Easter,” Christianity Today, Apr. 5, 1985, 20.

3. Christianity Today, Apr. 5, 1985, 20.

4. See Bert Thompson and Wayne Jackson, The Case for the Existence of God (1996), 20.

5. Is There a God? (1996), 63.

6. See The Works of Robert G. Ingersoll, 12 vols. (1900), 1:73.^ Back to top

The Brain

I'm in a Physiological Psychology class. It's one of the hardest classes I've ever taken but definatly one of my favorites! I'm continually amazed at some of the facts about the human brain and nervous system and just how complicated it is.
I'm studying for Test #2 today and found this site that helped condense alot of the info on the different parts of the brain and their functions. If you're interested, check it out.

http://encarta.msn.com/encyclopedia_761555359/Brain.html

Thursday, February 7, 2008

wow.....I'm actually Impressed.

So i got this as a forward but when I read it I was actually extremly impressed. I think He has such a good point. We are all so negative these days....

Very interesting perspective by Jay Leno...
I hope you will all read to the end. Jay Leno puts it into perspective and makes us think about the pathetic media negativity.
That's right, Jay Leno!! Jay Leno wrote this; it's the Jay Leno we don't often see....

"The other day I was reading Newsweek magazine and came across some poll data I found rather hard to believe. It must be true, given the source, right?
"The Newsweek poll alleges that 67 percent of Americans are unhappy with the direction the country is headed, and 69 percent of the country is unhappy with the performance of the President. In essence, 2/3's of the citizenry just ain't happy and want a change.
"So being the knuckle dragger I am, I started thinking, 'What are we so unhappy about?'
"Is it that we have electricity and running water 24 hours a day, 7 days a week?
"Is our unhappiness the result of having air conditioning in the summer and heating in the winter?
"Could it be that 95.4 percent of these unhappy folks have a job?
"Maybe it is the ability to walk into a grocery store at any time, and see more food in moments than Darfur has seen in the last year?
"Maybe it is the ability to drive from the Pacific Ocean to the Atlantic Ocean without having to present ident ification papers as we move through each state?
"Or possibly the hundreds of clean and safe motels we would find along the way that can provide temporary shelter?
"I guess having thousands of restaurants with varying cuisine from around the world is just not good enough.
"Or could it be that when we wreck our car, emergency workers show up and provide services to help all, and even send a helicopter to take you to the hospital.
"Perhaps you are one of the 70 percent of Americans who own a home. You may be upset with knowing that in the unfortunate case of a fire, a group of trained firefighters will appear in moments and use top notch equipment to extinguish the flames thus saving you, your family and your belongings.
"Or if, while at home watching one of your many flat screen TVs, a burglar or prowler intrudes, an officer equipped with a gun and a bullet-proof vest will come to defend you and your family against attack or loss.
"This all in the backdrop of a neighborhood free of bombs or militias raping and pillaging the residents. Neighborhoods where 90 percent of teenagers own cell phones and computers. "How about the complete religious, social and political freedoms we enjoy that are the envy of everyone in the world?
"Maybe that is what has 67 percent of you folks unhappy.
"Fact is, we are the largest group of ungrateful, spoiled brats the world has ever seen. No wonder the world loves the U.S., yet has a great disdain for its citizens. They see us for what we are. The most blessed people in the world who do nothing but complain about what we don't have, and what we hate about the country instead of thanking the good Lord we live here.
"I know, I know. What about the President who took us into war and has no plan to get us out? The President who has a measly 31 percent approval rating? Is this th e same President who guided the nation in the dark days after 9/11? The President that cut taxes to bring an economy out of recession? Could this be the same guy who has been called every name in the book for succeeding in keeping all the spoiled ungrateful brats safe from terrorist attacks?
"The Commander-In Chief of an all-volunteer army that is out there defending you and me? Did you hear how bad the President is on the news or talk show? Did this news affect you so much, make you so unhappy you couldn't take a look around for yourself and see all the good things and be glad?
"Think about it...are you upset at the President because he actually caused you personal pain OR is it because the "Media" told you he was failing to kiss your sorry ungrateful behind every day.
"Make no mistake about it. The troops in Iraq and Afghanistan have volunteered to serve, and in many cases may have died for your freedom. There is currently no draft in this country. They didn't have to go.
"They are able to refuse to go and end up with either a ''general'' discharge, an ''other than honorable'' discharge or, worst case scenario, a ''dishonorable'' discharge after a few days in the brig.
"So why then the flat-out discontentment in the minds of 69 percent of Americans? Say what you want, but I blame it on the media. If it bleeds, it leads; and they specialize in bad news. Everybody will watch a car crash with blood and guts. How many will watch kids selling lemonade at the corner? The media knows this and media outlets are for-profit corporations. They offer what sells, and when criticized, try to defend their actions by "justifying" them in one way or another. Just ask why they tried to allow a murderer like O.J. Simpson to write a book about "how he didn't kill his wife, but if he did he would have done it this way"...Insane! "Stop buying the negativism you are fed everyday by the media. Shut off the TV, burn Newsweek, and use the New York Times for the bottom of your bird cage. Then start being grateful for all we have as a country. There is exponentially more good than bad.
"We are among the most blessed people on Earth, and should thank God several times a day, or at least be thankful and appreciative.
"With hurricanes, tornados, fires out of control, mud slides, flooding, severe thunderstorms tearing up the country from one end to another, and with the threat of bird flu and terrorist attacks, "Are we sure this is a good time to take God out of the Pledge of Allegiance?"

-Jay Leno, 2007

Wednesday, February 6, 2008

Charcoal drawings...last semester

These ones are actualy from last semester. They're all charcoal...new thing for me. I really enjoy doing landscapes with charcoal.....doing people in charcoal is a whole nother issue...one which i'm going to have to get over by Monday because we're going to start it then. So we'll see how that goes...
Anyway, so these were just some rough sketches on site. Some aren't done and some....are ...kind of done. :)


(actually in my kitchen :)



(This was a project we did in class....another still life...yuck!)






In class stuff

Here are a bunch more random ones I've done in that same class...

(This one was from the first day of class. Just a still life. )
(Another girl in my class) oh and we only get like fifteen minutes to draw eachother usually...(Now, this was way fun. yes, it's supposed to be upsidedown. We had to draw from a photograph upsidedown. Do you recognize what actor it is???)

(Then we drew the same picture right side up. I kinda ran out of time :)
(Another girl in my class) 15 mins...or maybe 10
(Another girl in my class :) this one was two fifteen minute sessions


Bits and Pieces..

Here are a few bits and pieces of people in my class that i've drawn. He's had us focus on just one or two parts of the face at a time and we all just model for eachother, which is fun.






Self-Portrait-ness

I've never enjoyed drawing myself, especially from a mirror straight to the paper. I've been ok doing self-portaits from a pic of myself but until last semester I really didn't have much experience with it in person.
But as always in these classes I have to do things I'm not used to and that I'm not very good at. But today we did another self portrait from a mirror during class and I was actually pretty happy with how it turned out. So I decided to get a pic of each one I've done since I started last semester. This isn't ALL of them but a couple I either don't have access to or they're so light that they won't come out as anything if i took a pic of them.
Anyway so here there are, starting from last semester....
(i look kind of awkward...kinda pointy faced or something....)
(My nose was too long the first time and then I made it too short and then I got it in about the right place but it ended up pointy or something again...oh and my lips have problems of their own...)
(This was this semester...like two weeks ago. We won't even start on the problems in this one...it was embarrasing-oh and did I mention --FRRREEAAKY hair. I didn't even turn it in. I did another one right after that i'm super happy about but my Professor still has it)
(This one.....I don't know. It has its good parts but...something is just...Off..the size of my bottom lip and the shape of my forehead or something. lol.) (k, now this was today...like an hour ago. I'm really happy with it. As usual it has a problem or two but i think they're alot more minor problems than the other ones. I feel like I've improved, so i'm happy! ) (oh and haha i wasn't even wearing earrings today but I got done early and wanted something to do....so i added them in)